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It’s All Good

I first heard the expression “It’s All Good” about ten years ago. I had just been seduced by a younger lover, who wanted to blame me for a delightfully fun sexual adventure. By denying their part in the seductive dance, … Continue reading

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Orange Marmalade

What would be fun to do after reading about the Shadow? A movie perhaps, yes, a comedy would be a good compensation, but which one? I had seen the previews for Paddington, that story of the little bear from Darkest … Continue reading

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When cell phones won’t work

Over the past 5 years I have always had trouble with my cell phone reception, no matter what part of California I was living in. Ojai, Berkeley, Santa Barbara, and now Val Verde, still the problem haunts me. Creator is … Continue reading

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Apu Spirit of the Andes

When the Eagle Woman returned from Peru, she gave me a carved stone figure called an Apu. She said that all the medicine people in the Andes have these stones, but only the most powerful have a star incised in … Continue reading

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The Mystery of the Medicine

When it became clear last month that my sister would lose her home, I started looking for a new one. Two years ago I had moved in when she was recovering from surgery. We needed each other in her isolated … Continue reading

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The Violet Wizard Saint Germaine

Inside the Good Cup Café, the spinach and feta quiche had to be heated. I filled my ceramic coffee mug and returned to pay for my brunch. Meanwhile a young guy in a baseball cap came up beside me and … Continue reading

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The Eagle in the Peyote Ceremony

Time can give us perspective.  When I left Berkeley in 2011 I was feeling hurt and angry.  The post I wrote at that time “Papou, open the window!” made my most popular list this week and I was curious why.  … Continue reading

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The Coffee Angel

I wanted coffee before the movie.  There were twenty minutes to spare and, can you believe it, Starbucks was out of coffee?  Well, there was none to pour, so I was given my choice of a freshly brewed cup of … Continue reading

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Confronting the Dark Lord

We opened our private sharing of ayahuasca in the Santo Daime style with prayers.  I called down the Holy Spirit, prayed for illumination, for clarity, that the sacred medicine would show me whatever I needed to see so that I … Continue reading

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Concentration and re-entering your body

One of the basic Works of the Santo Daime Tradition is the Concentration.  Ayahuasca is drunk, hymns are sung, and then as the medicine begins to “come on”, we turn out the electric lights, and meditate.  Only candles are burning … Continue reading

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